I can do anything,
but one thing I can not do is everything.

Morning.

Morning, bright and shine.

=) although nothing much change, yet.
my mood and energy is getting better and more positive.

It's a good start..

=) smile.

Bryan Yeoh.

felt so unsecured . . .

I stop my journal record for few days...

have no idea, why...

I realize all the record in my journal is only about you and some same issues...

and the record just keep on repeating repeating and repeating..

I wan something different,

I am tired just to record all the problem and issues..

I wan

a solution..

a beginning..

a idea..

a starting point..

a runway..

new challenge..

No more repeating the same issues in my journal no more..
The Great start, start now.

Bryan is building now..

Bryan Yeoh posted.

I can do anything,

but one thing I can't is

Everything..

music always combine us together..

=)

a 'S' of yours...

14th of September 2011...

I drew a Superman S on my hand and said.
'I am your Superman.'

Bryan Yeoh said.

=)

我...

是什么???

I think... from now on...

I am the one that need to get used to it... =)

The sky is so clear today. *nice, to enjoy alone.

This been stuck in my heart...

i really wan to voice it out...

To my parents, friends, lover... I am sorry.

'Mum and dad, I am so sorry. Keep both of you waiting for so long. I am so sorry... can't give both of you a happy life yet.. but do be patient, I won't let both of you wait too long.'

'Friends, sorry that I keep troubling you all... I still remember the promise I made. I won't forget. Once it is time, I will take action as I promise! Do be patient, it won't be long.'

'CM, I'm sorry...so sorry. Keep making you worried. I can understand why you had that thoughts. I really understand. The effort, the support you gave, it won't be wasted... I really do mind about the thoughts you having now, seriously! Sooner or later, I will make confirm what you wan, just the matter of time. Please do be patient, it's happening soon.'

words, thoughts, writing and post by Bryan Yeoh. !

Speechless...

Disappointed...

............

我 让 她

哭了。

Bryan! ! !

Bryan! BRYAN ! ! ! B R Y A N ! ! !

Bryan need some rest.

R E S T ing.

Too many commitments..
hardly breath. . .

hard to F L Y...

need to recover my wings before another take off..

Bryan Y E O H.

Beast? Human? Human Beast? Me?

There is a beast inside me? or I'm the beast?

' Why I did that?! '

I can't forgive myself...

I ran out of control...

' I suppose to protect her, but end up I hurt her. '

Why... I can't believe what I did...
I let my emotion and the 'beast' inside, overtake me...

I really can't accept and forgive myself...

I being control by my emotion...
Stress, overtaken me. How can I let this happen? and happen on her...
This is ridicules... It is unacceptable...

This time I don't even dare to say sorry. because this time, is way more then just a sorry can settle down... I'm totally unforgivable.

................................................................... I didn't mean it...but still it's happened....
........I have a beast inside me? or I'm the beast...?
What am I?... What is happening?.....

......

Insomnia

In the middle of the night,

I read your blog,
lots of thoughts stuck in mine mind.

lots of question marks in my mind now,
Yes! I'm worried.

What just happened?

Something that can effect you, it won't be a simple fact.

Far? Long? at the end will met again?
Fair? unfair? unfair in your favor?

huh? What just happened?

brainstorm? agreement? dislike?

Just share with me...
sharing is just not enough,

I wish I could help out...

I really wish I could...