A call.

Everything happen in a sudden,
sometimes you don't even notice or your reaction can't catch with it..

on 23rd of Dec...

'Hello, Mr. Bryan. Here calling from Xxxxx company.'

'Hello, Yes?!'

'after the discussion, you have been confirm, we are interested with you joining our organization, do you have any question?'

'Erm, Not really, not now. When I in the organization all the answers will be there.'

'Good, so we will rang you up again for asking you to come over and sign the formal confirmation letter.'

'Ok. Sure!.'

'Before you come over you don't have any question?'

'No, not now and not yet.'

'Ok. Cool. will be seeing you soon. Merry Christmas.'

'Ok. Thank you very thank and Merry Christmas!.'

on 30 of Dec..which is today..

'Hello, Good Morning! I'm Bryan.' 

'Hello, Morning, Mr. Bryan.'

'I came for interview few days ago, and I being approve just to wait for signing confirmation letter. When can I come for signing the confirmation letter?'

'Wait a sec.' (pass to another colleague)

'Hello, Mr Bryan. I'm just about to call you. You will be start working on 3rd of Jan which is after New Year, and you can sign on that day.'

'Thank you! Thanks for the info. Just wan to know so I can arrange and prepare. Ok! See you on 3rd of Jan.'

'Ok. See you on Wednesday. Happy New Year.'

'Happy New Year! Bye.'

Hahaha! OMG! this is fantastic! I love the power of Love and space~.
My Daimoku and Faith make this happen.
2012 is a another of challenge and another staircase toward success.

All the best on coming year everyone! 2012!

by Bryan Yeoh.  

H A P P E N ED

The emotion that I compressing in me,
at the end of the day.. finally EXPLODED..
I can't control my words, my thoughts..it's flow endless...

I know the words are full with torns...but I just can't control..

I do have a great EQ..

I can control myself on anythings and facts..

but

when it comes to people Important to me... I will lost my mind, lost control..

...'My family... Important Friends... and YOU'.

I mean no harm...

the reason I can't is because 'YOU' are deep inside me...my heart..

I'm scary. I'm fierce. I'm bossy. and I'm scare. to. lose. 'You'.

I can lose anything, but 'You'.

'You' stand for people that Important to me.

by. Bryan Yeoh.

B O O M ! ! !

Every time, that when I back from Penang, my emotion so swing like no tomorrow.
Indirectly effected someone, I really wanted to say, Sorry, and thank you for being patient on me.

I know if I keep acting like this, just bring me and us no where.
I know... I have faint on you and me.
I Do.


By Bryan Yeoh.

Trying to sleep here.

Awesome night at Jonathan 21 Birthday Party

What A Wonderful night I had at Jonathan 21 Birthday Party.

 It's so Happening!!! =)

Nice vocal is everywhere.. Friendly people is around !
Spreading Love in the air...! xD













'Man! I should like to stay longer if the time could go slower and Yeah! Jonathan awesome piano play! His performance was so stunning, he's brilliant!'

Here is the Man, 21 old man. Hahaha! (Opps! Jonh I miss the word 'years'. Hahaha!)

Hahaha! and I met new people there, 'Nice to know you, Charmaine Boo.'

'Never regret that I been there. =) Grace Thank a lot for inviting.' Awesome!


Anyways, Once again Happy 21 Jonathan!
Stay Cool.

by Bryan Yeoh.

4th Dec

4th of December, which is a day I stepped in to this world
a day I started my journey, The Journey, because it's my journey that no one would feel or taste of it. Only Me=)

The world is so wonderful!
It's so amazing!
is like all kind of different pieces of puzzles forming up together
there are any kind of puzzles...different size, shape, color, angle..
but when all comes together, it formed up a very nice and meaningful picture.. a picture of our life.

2011 is really a biggest year for me, so far
it might has bigger or larger coming up, but I wouldn't do it without what had happen this year..
really...really..real..ly...r e a l l y..

Hahaha! I'm definitely no idea how to describe the 'feeling' I'm having..
when comes to word expression...everything stuck somewhere else..Haha!
Forgive me =)

Here by, I wish myself a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and all my DREAMS come TRUE!

and for you'all MAY all you'all DREAMS come TRUE too!

Stay NICE and SHINE!

I may not be like STEVE JOB or BILL GATES that change the WORLD yet,
but I do Hope Every Little Things that Happened between You & Me now, may Change You or Me or TheWorld.

'A little Step, makes a Great Difference.' by BryanYeoh

 Dream BIG, live out LOUD and PROUD! by BryanYeoh

Good day ?!

What a good day, I had yesterday.

Early in the morning, went to blood donation..

Had cold war, and gaps within my beloved.
I lost my wallet : Cash, cards, Identity cards, all gone in the afternoon.

travel in the middle of no where, with only RM2.70, and almost empty petrol.
finally, atleast I reach home safe and sound.

Hahaha! really an epic adventurer!

'For me, material will come and go,
it can be earn and lost.
I don't really mind much bout it.'

'The most precious is the experiences I face and had,
it's something, that nobody will have the same as mine,
it makes me grow.'

'Thank you, for giving me such epic and challenging adventure.
Everything like in planning already,
every single step I move, lead me to somewhere and to be someone else.'

Bryan Edward 。 Bryan Jacop

A single sit.

Watched 'Twilight, The Breaking Dawn'.
not bad, quite a good movie..
just not details enough..

'I preferred Novel, more then movie.' said Joanne.

Sakae, Sa Ka e.

Hahaha, I had my dinner at Sakae,
and then enjoy the movie myself. woot! awesome night I had.

Time to bed, tomorrow morning going for blood donation.
Have a sweet dream everyone.
Good Night.

'I can read everyone thoughts,
but...you..' by Bryan Edward.


Hahahaha! sweet Dreams!

Prepared.

I never thought the thing that make me blog back, would be this fact..

I have been prepared since the beginning, although I had been prepared for it..
still it's so hard for me to take it.
Although, it haven't happen yet, but well yet.. is a yet..means sooner or later..

'Go, and live without regrets.' by Bryan Yeoh

Lie . for . you.

Baby you're my fireworks....
=) endless happiness..

Please don't...

Love is build by Trust and Faith..

Once it crash, will be very hard to rebuild..

so please don't let it happen.

FAITH

Faith.
is something we can't lost..
it keep us alive..
without faith we are like a living dead.

TRUST
is a word that easy spoken, hard in action.
SUSPICION
is something that stopped you from trusting.

the biggest support is TRUST, the painfullest action is SUSPICION.

Secret. Life.

Secret. Life.

Not to tell.

The key of 'life'

The key of 'life' is 'Happiness'

but

where is my key?

Cute argument

when you have a cute partner,
the argument you had also cute as her...

Hahahaha!

Carelessness is my biggest weakness.

a peaceful week

A CHALLENGING WEEK

a quiet week

A BUSY WEEK

a wonderful week

A STRESS WEEK

a self-improvement week

'No trouble or problem,
means NO Improvement.'

by my beloved father.

I hate the feeling of useless.

C.O.N.F.I.D.E.N.T

Confident is another hard things to build.

融化我心 。声音

又发现
一声美妙 的 声音~

好漂亮 的 声音~

She has a wonderful and beautiful voice..
melted my heart
and
calm my heart down~

Thank you & 'I Love You'. =)


Bryan Yeoh to 'you'.

I can do anything,
but one thing I can not do is everything.

Morning.

Morning, bright and shine.

=) although nothing much change, yet.
my mood and energy is getting better and more positive.

It's a good start..

=) smile.

Bryan Yeoh.

felt so unsecured . . .

I stop my journal record for few days...

have no idea, why...

I realize all the record in my journal is only about you and some same issues...

and the record just keep on repeating repeating and repeating..

I wan something different,

I am tired just to record all the problem and issues..

I wan

a solution..

a beginning..

a idea..

a starting point..

a runway..

new challenge..

No more repeating the same issues in my journal no more..
The Great start, start now.

Bryan is building now..

Bryan Yeoh posted.

I can do anything,

but one thing I can't is

Everything..

music always combine us together..

=)

a 'S' of yours...

14th of September 2011...

I drew a Superman S on my hand and said.
'I am your Superman.'

Bryan Yeoh said.

=)

我...

是什么???

I think... from now on...

I am the one that need to get used to it... =)

The sky is so clear today. *nice, to enjoy alone.

This been stuck in my heart...

i really wan to voice it out...

To my parents, friends, lover... I am sorry.

'Mum and dad, I am so sorry. Keep both of you waiting for so long. I am so sorry... can't give both of you a happy life yet.. but do be patient, I won't let both of you wait too long.'

'Friends, sorry that I keep troubling you all... I still remember the promise I made. I won't forget. Once it is time, I will take action as I promise! Do be patient, it won't be long.'

'CM, I'm sorry...so sorry. Keep making you worried. I can understand why you had that thoughts. I really understand. The effort, the support you gave, it won't be wasted... I really do mind about the thoughts you having now, seriously! Sooner or later, I will make confirm what you wan, just the matter of time. Please do be patient, it's happening soon.'

words, thoughts, writing and post by Bryan Yeoh. !

Speechless...

Disappointed...

............

我 让 她

哭了。

Bryan! ! !

Bryan! BRYAN ! ! ! B R Y A N ! ! !

Bryan need some rest.

R E S T ing.

Too many commitments..
hardly breath. . .

hard to F L Y...

need to recover my wings before another take off..

Bryan Y E O H.

Beast? Human? Human Beast? Me?

There is a beast inside me? or I'm the beast?

' Why I did that?! '

I can't forgive myself...

I ran out of control...

' I suppose to protect her, but end up I hurt her. '

Why... I can't believe what I did...
I let my emotion and the 'beast' inside, overtake me...

I really can't accept and forgive myself...

I being control by my emotion...
Stress, overtaken me. How can I let this happen? and happen on her...
This is ridicules... It is unacceptable...

This time I don't even dare to say sorry. because this time, is way more then just a sorry can settle down... I'm totally unforgivable.

................................................................... I didn't mean it...but still it's happened....
........I have a beast inside me? or I'm the beast...?
What am I?... What is happening?.....

......

Insomnia

In the middle of the night,

I read your blog,
lots of thoughts stuck in mine mind.

lots of question marks in my mind now,
Yes! I'm worried.

What just happened?

Something that can effect you, it won't be a simple fact.

Far? Long? at the end will met again?
Fair? unfair? unfair in your favor?

huh? What just happened?

brainstorm? agreement? dislike?

Just share with me...
sharing is just not enough,

I wish I could help out...

I really wish I could...

妳。 我的女人

妳 像玻璃般 的脆弱
没关系 我会小心的把妳握住
妳 像苹果般红 的害羞
没关系 我会让妳躲入我怀抱里
妳 像流水般 的感性
没关系 我的左袖子是妳擦泪水的地方
妳坚强笑容背后的痛苦 我希望我能懂
但我更希望的是 我能帮妳承受。。。

suddenly something ran into my mind and heart.. tonight i will continue. =)
Hahaha..

Early in The Morning.

New day have come..

Think positive..

be positively..

very thing will be fine and nice..

'Rainbow come after storm.' told by a Smart, Naughty, litter girl KCM..

Hahaha!! anyways, guys..Wish you guys have nice day.
=) especially you, sweetie.

S M I L E ^^

Bryan, where are you?

Bryan... Where are you? Where had you been? What had you done? Who are you? What are you?

I been counseling most of my friends, share with them.. shared my opinion on their situation...
but...
I am the one that need to be counseled....

They telling me, they are lost..they dunno what they need to do..
I shared what i think and saw to them...and told them not to give up, keep running, hold you dream tight..and at the end of the day, you dream will come true.
but the funny things is...
how can i counsel people when I'm in the same situation..huh???

where did i get the confidence to counsel people?? huh?!

They told me they are lost, so am I...

I AM LOST...

I totally don't know what to do next...
I tried to do and work things the best...
I tried so hard to chance my life..
and at the end...
nothing change...and things just get worst and worst...


Bryan, where are you?! What are you doing? I can't see where you going? Are you moving?
I don't KNOW!
seriously, I am tired...

Tonight, I saw a true man...cried..
He reminded me...is been a long time...tears never drop out from my eyes...
Am i still human? Or my heart being frozen for some reason...it turn to stone???

or
I kept everything myself...so it turn to thing situation.

The reason that i made this step is to improve, grown, make my family and my beloved happy in the future... but i fail...

nothing chance...
nothing improve...
the worst is i brought lots more trouble to them...

I do not wan to give up just like this... I know i can be better, what am i right now..
I know I want and I CAN be better and the BEST...

but now...
A warrior need to rest too, still they are human.

for the man that drunk and cried today...
you are lucky that, you still have the chance to drunk yourself and cried..
This means you are still human..
I scared to get myself drunk.. i am scared...
I just want to talk.......................to someone...that i can..tell...

huh...tired....good night guys...
wish you all have a nice and sweet dream..especially Bryan.


positive energy, COME TO ME!!! COME!! C O M E ! ! !

HARDCORE!

Alohaa~ It is 11 at night,
college life is all about, assignment, assessment, classes & chilling...
but
mine is more than that... Hahaha.

Ohh ohhh ohhh, hahaha..
what am i gonna share~~~~

I think today is quite a great day,
i had a great conversation with my lecturer, Ms. Grace *a Sarawakian =) hah.
know more about her, ^^hahaha! ya her.. wow~o.o~

Today presentation was awesome, the first time i sang in front of so many people..
wow~! I feel so AWESOME! *perasan ~.~

but
the only things is....HARD time had just started..
a lots of coursework, presentation & assignment need to complete,
and
YES!!! I am a lazy bug! YES! I mean B U G! @.@
hope that can take off the 'stupid BUG'...
and then start HARDCORE !


I do feel today is a GREAT day^^,
fell so much, everything happened beside me...Nice~
just dun know how to describe by words...

nahhhhhh~ ingore***


Well, gonna start my work... =)
Have a nice & sweet dream, good n i g h t !


the coming post is a sharing, about my Bro in law.
=) he is a awesome and nice guy.
He stepped up to another journey, started to fight for his future.. =)
Stay tuned. ^^ .

<我的茶点>

Today is a relaxing Sunday and now is 4 o'clock in the afternoon,
<我的茶点>
一杯苦涩，甘甜的普洱茶，
一首轻松，奔放的钢琴曲，
和
一本有趣，资深的书在我手中。。。
It is what i having now ^^


Just recovered from a serious flu...
feel so awesome ! ! !

Today the weather is nice,
i think is because today is the GREATEST FATHER 's Day.

Father is like,
a umbrella, protected me from rain,
a shield, protected me from getting hurt,
a hero, protected me from being bullied.

and for me,

Dad is everything,
nothing can be like him,
he is everything. =) *Love your parents.
just remember '什么都能等，但孝顺不能等' ^^

Happy FATHERS' day.
have a great day to every father in the world =)

The music that always make me fell so much and deep.

Yiruma. His music is so nice.
no matter how many times I listen, the feel never goes away...
=) this chilling me down, let me feel so comfortable.

It's Friday again.
time passed so fast...
never mention it, already June...
and things do change a lots...

Dunno what I wanna talk about...
=) let's just follow Yiruma's music lead our day...

Have a GOOD NIGHT ^^


Ohhhyaaa, this is a special thanks to my best friend.
Anrey Lim ^^ thank you, lil girl. appreciated a lot!

It caught my heart. =)

This is a litter sharing to all of my friends and viewer *although not much, but i dun care. xD*,

It is a sentences, that i heard from my company gathering just now,
it's spoken by a successful and experienced Man,

THE BEST GIFT in our LIFE

The best gift for our parents, is GLORY,
the best gift for our friends, is HOPE,
the best gift for our couple, is HAPPINESS,
the best gift for our children, is FORE-TYPE,
and
the BEST gift for ourself, is ACHIEVEMENT.

生命中最棒的礼物


给与家人最棒的礼物，是光荣，
给与朋友最棒的礼物，是希望，
给与伴侣最棒的礼物，是幸福，
给与孩子最棒的礼物，是榜样，
然后
给与自己最棒的礼物，是成就。

Just a short sharing for you all...
if it caught you, like i did...
just share it out =)

sharing is about caring and loving... ^^

Good Night everyone. Love our LIFE.

breathless.

Since i moved to KL, to start my new life, take the new challenge, i already prepared for everything, the everything means both of positive and negative side.

I keep reminding myself, never ever ever GIVE UP, sure keep it on! Hold what i dream to be till the end of the day.

for sure, i never think of giving up, or quit.

But since i decide to take the first step to change my life,
all the hard time never stop coming to me,
all the challenging and difficulty keep on coming one by one,
some times,
It's come all in once.

I keep telling and consoling myself,
all of the hard & difficulty is just a beginning,
i took it as a experience,
and mutated it to THE FORCE that make me goes on.

so

i insisted to take the challenge and over clam all the problems.

but something....
tired...
helpless...
confused...
exhausted...
do happened...

I din really realized, i been in a rough time...
until this morning,
when i wan to style my hair,
i found out a lots of white hairs...
shock O.O....
ermmmmmmmmmmmm....=.=


I just hoping i can find a way to release my stress...
i tried,
shouting with no reason...
jump everywhere like a monkey...
hitting my head on my 'pillow'...
running around like a chicken's ass on fire...
dance like a dance machine...
eat like a hunger ghost...
drive like a 'bastard'...
being crazy and silly all the time...but i am tired now. ~o~

I WAN TO RELEASE MY STRESS~!!!
but H O W ??? ='(

Another day..

Late sleep again, is quite a tiring day..

but still i enjoy a lot...


the most enjoyable part of the day is when everyone rush up and down before class starts, and the purpose of rushing is that to get a place to sit. o.0 in SEGI College..

why i'm not surprise and disappointed...hah..
even the 'BEST' Uni in Malaysia had this kind of matter happened why not the res~

so i am totally speechless, and yet...hopeless.
just wish to end the studies asap, and step up my journey... =)

Sweet dream guys, and you too...litter perasan, hyper, OCD, fishytarian, freakie woman. sweet dream. Harmless* =)

To all my friends, buddies, family...and people around me. =)

Bloggieee, Hahaha!
I am back. Such a long time, I didn't step in to my blog.

Suddenly, have the feel to update about my emotion & feeling now.
^^I had been staying at KL for 3 months already.
Left my hometown for 3 months, I never felt homesick or anything...
but i really do miss my buddies and my sweetest MUMMY! and my bro so much..anyways they are moving here!

HAHAHA! I will be no freedom again~~~ BlaBlaBla...never mind. =)

Between this 3 months, a lots of things happened...
I learned & experienced a lot.
but isn't enough for now =)
I wan to explore more~ challenge more~ gain more and more experience~
no matter fail or success, I willing to give it a try!
NEVER ever GIVE UP!!! Always REMEMBER that.

I really felt so much and deep...
things that around me,
people that around me.
I share with them,
them do share to me,
and i found out...
the communicate between people... it's so special.

=) I met a lots of friends here...
I couldn't get through all the problem without you all.

x10000 of thank you! So the deepest part of my heart!
Thank you!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! =DDD